I'm not in Kansas anymore

(too many calories.)

i’m obsessed with The Knife right now. this band are incredible. forest families. although i did listen to it alot at the Bad Time. i hate when people you think might be okay turn out to be complete fucking morons. is there really any need?

i remember you telling me that i was full of shit; that i think i’m better than everyone else and that my chat was terrible because of my own egotism. i think you dont know me at all. scare people before they see how scared you are. thats the rule. you make me feel so sad. at first, when i staggered home, i felt angry. i swore to erase you from every part of my life. i woke up yesterday and did things i havent done in a while. (old habits die hard). you make me want to starve to the bone. i swear i will never touch a nothing morsel to my lips. i swear.

i fail. fail. fail.