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Posted on February 3, 2010 via this isn't happiness. with 76 notes
Source: nevver
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Posted on July 9, 2009 via this isn't happiness. with 85 notes
Source: nevver
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oh and by the way, i am disgustingly egotistical.
you were right.
wait till you see my disappearing act.
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(too many calories.)
i’m obsessed with The Knife right now. this band are incredible. forest families. although i did listen to it alot at the Bad Time. i hate when people you think might be okay turn out to be complete fucking morons. is there really any need?
i remember you telling me that i was full of shit; that i think i’m better than everyone else and that my chat was terrible because of my own egotism. i think you dont know me at all. scare people before they see how scared you are. thats the rule. you make me feel so sad. at first, when i staggered home, i felt angry. i swore to erase you from every part of my life. i woke up yesterday and did things i havent done in a while. (old habits die hard). you make me want to starve to the bone. i swear i will never touch a nothing morsel to my lips. i swear.
i fail. fail. fail.
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first things come to those who are second
(DISCLAIMER: first post. this might suck. i hate firsts. and i don’t know what im ever going to write about.)
i went to the beach today, with my favourite person in the whole world. and i saw a wind farm up close for the first time ever- it blew my tiny mind away. pun (un)intended. that stuff is wild. i danced on the beach, practised my ballet and created some new vaudiville.
i woke up a bit rough. worst party of my life last night; beer in my face, drunk friends, and drunker foes. so i woke up, and made a lunch that probably contains more calories than i eat in a fucking week. and now i feel like a big horror. tommorrow, i will be good. gym at lunch and a brisk walk home. raw dinner. no green.
im watching arrested development and having a coffee. drank 2 x screwdrivers. no nazi punk relations. …and spilling coffee on my new vest. its got kittens on it. and im gonna get a real cat soon. i need it. i want a house pet, and not just my human one.
purrs.

